Well spoken. I have found many things on my family genealogy and family historys that weren't supposed to be available and some that others opposed looking for. Yet, my inclination is this was a good thing for me to do, and it has proven to be so.
I'm currently researching the Bill and Tom McCarty family and have found solid documents which show different information then some of the books. The original researchers did excellent work, there was just more then they found which was obscure, and others have opinions and experience which caused them to turn left when the answer was to the right, just not obvious.
There is treasure in researching which hasn't been found on a human value level. Stay focused on your outcome and may your jourey be prosperous and successful bringing joy to all who come here.