On the Hoffmann surname message board, I exchanged notes with a college student named susanne, who is looking for info on her grandmother Susanne/a Hoffman Alexander. Her now deceased mother and aunts refused to write down any family history.
This past Wednesday, she emailed me with the url to a picture of Ellis Island in New York City: (
http://cmp1.ucr.edu/cmp_image_files/gif_files/immigration/L6...), saying, "This site has original photographs of Ellis Island, with photos of German immigrants lined up. I wept when I thought one of them could be my grandmother and grandfather. Why wouldn't my mother give me information? ... Now it is too late."
I think it may be appropriate to share here the text of my reply to her, because a German Jewish connection is surely shaping up.
Thursday, November 23, 2000
"What you felt looking at these pictures must surely be the same feelings that welled up in me when I was a 20-year-old college student studying abroad in Europe [1967-68]. When I visited Germany (I was enrolled in UNC-Chapel Hill's Year-At-Lyon in France), I decided to make a 10-minute whistle-stop visit to the concentration camp at Dachau. I walked quickly to the small Museum building and began what I intended to be a 'put-it-in-your-eyes-and-leave' brief look at the huge photographs that were on display. When I saw the photographs of huge piles of emaciated, naked bodies, I was riveted to the spot. I was overwhelmed, and moved as though in a dream from one image to the next. I missed my bus and didn't even notice. An hour later, I came to, changed forever by this up-close brush with Man's Inhumanity to Man, a term often used by my favorite UNC choral director, Dr. Lara Hoggard.
"In a perhaps unrelated vein, I have found myself sometimes wondering, since I moved to New York City at age 30 after my divorce, whether there were any Jewish blood in my family. Grandpa Luther Langdon Huffman (raised a Lutheran) used to pronounce 'vest' and 'west,' and 'vinegar' as 'winegar,' etc. I know that this is not a German accent [could it be Dutch?]. I have not researched to see whether it's Yiddish, the modern form of Hebrew spoken by Jews today. I now understand that Lutherans probably moved away from Catholicism and towards Judaism instead. Perhaps Lutherans were among the Christians who tried to help save German Jews by making them Christians in name but allowing them to practice Judaism. This is just a half-educated guess on my part.
"Once, in New York, a Jewish musician let me accompany him to his gig for a Bar Mitzvah (the special celebration at puberty for Jewish boys; girls eventually got their version, the Bat Mitzvah). There was a dance, and one of the Jewish men I danced with said, 'You're not bad for a Gentile,' or something like that. I was constantly being called Hoffman in New York, and people seemed to assume I was Jewish for some reason. [More Jews live in New York City than in the entire state of Israel!] I lived many years [1978-80] in a New York City building inhabited by nothing but older German Jews who had escaped the Holocaust. I was first taken to this building by a black couple (I had met the woman where I worked at the United Nations).
"In New York [while I was] in my 30's, comparing what I knew of the Huffman family attitudes (especially towards women), and the religious beliefs of my preacher father and his father (whom my father idolized), I couldn't help wondering whether there was a Jewish connection in the family. At first, I speculated years ago that the name change from Hoffman to Huffman [besides the obvious first thought that it was the result of illiteracy or of illegible handwriting] might have been a way to disclaim Jewish heritage in order to escape persecution or death.
"Now that I know that the Christian religion is only a slightly different form of Judaism, and not different at all, I realize that this speculation isn't necessarily applicable.
"Just some thoughts ... I do believe, though, that religion (Jewish, Catholic, Lutheran, Fundamentalist, Masonic) plays a huge role in the Hoffman/Huffman family. And it is the men who control the knowledge of their system for social domination. This topic is vast, and is not easily grasped without long-term, concentrated effort. (But you can start at my web site!
http://www.gloriasun.com)"
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These thoughts are the result of many years of thinking and observation. I was born in 1946 (in Asheville, North Carolina) in the first wave of World War II baby-boomers. I'm now 54. I've probed and wondered and pondered. If anyone has a reaction to these thoughts, I'd be glad to know.
Gloria Merle Huffman
gloriasunproduct@aol.comhttp://www.gloriasun.com (see especially the IchiDollarPyramid and FirstJackOLantern pages)